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Sat, 04 Mar 2006 23:59:04 GMT

It's been a long time lj, but not long enough. Hope you kids are having fun.

-Darren

Thu, 22 Dec 2005 19:57:39 GMT

from the darkness that is my pit of sorrow is a great title for an emo song. that is all.

Tue, 18 Oct 2005 00:54:06 GMT

thinking about the fact that there are undoubtedly little mes running about do to my love of donating sperm when strapped for cash- that scares me.

Mon, 05 Sep 2005 14:22:28 GMT

note to self: i am extremely good at writing music filled with desperation. haven't felt that type of thing in a good while, so not sure why it's where i excel. hmm.

Mon, 29 Aug 2005 21:22:04 GMT

life is at its best when i have only bread, broth, and perrier. i think i was born to live on the road. i just need to find some small house, very tiny that i can always come back to, because even if you live on the road, it is always good to have a home. i think thats because i always want a space that when i'm there, i can say "that was great fun, but a bed of my own was what it was missing."

just an opinion.

Mon, 29 Aug 2005 03:14:12 GMT

iamnotthebest

,but

hon am trying.

estl

yatleasticansay

Mon, 29 Aug 2005 02:34:08 GMT

if i were to write something to you

before i went on a long trip, i would

most likely write it in a jumble-

in those little refrigerator magnets from

when i was a kid. and i have to be clear,

that it would at the very least say:

aehiiilooosssttuvyy

a russian pick-up line!

Fri, 26 Aug 2005 22:06:46 GMT

почему привет там мое американское удовольствие коленей. позволяет совокупляются до firy газообразных бриджей шара горизонт.

go here to find out what it means:http://ets6.freetranslation.com/

Sprechen sie Deutch, bitches!

Fri, 26 Aug 2005 21:46:37 GMT

Irgendjemand, der Liebe
sagen würde, ist Paradies
ist ein Narr, geben sie nur
nicht Liebe genug Kredit

Wed, 17 Aug 2005 13:45:26 GMT

saw dukes of hazzard last night.
spent the 108 mins trying to not kill self.

Wed, 17 Aug 2005 11:54:50 GMT

1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this in your own bulletin. (*Optional)

Thu, 11 Aug 2005 22:55:35 GMT

errrrrrr.......

*thud*

i need sleep.

-or- (as a certain someone might say [love!])

no work, sleep. me sleep. sleepy sleep sleep sleepy sleep.

Fri, 29 Jul 2005 00:53:45 GMT

my friends gave me handcuffs today. i'm hanging them on my rearview mirror for now. che-essssss.

Thu, 28 Jul 2005 21:30:14 GMT

bah bah bah bahbahbah!
- peepers.

hello!

Sat, 09 Jul 2005 01:04:59 GMT

american analog set- punk as fuck
berserk- ultra 7
the weakerthans- one great city!
john lennon (w. the ever wonderful mr. spectre)- oh yoko!
iron and wine- each coming night
peaches- fuck the pain away
mike park- can you get me out of here
andrew bird- fake palindromes
they might be giants- i palindrome i
mustard plug- the freshman (a very lovely cover song!)
bright eyes- first day of my life
coldplay- green eyes
deathcab for cutie- lack of colour
the decemberists- the bagman's gambit
denison witmer-lawyers and white paper
dogs die in hot cars- lounger
ellis paul- the world ain't slowing down
jamie cullum- twentysomething
les savy fav- we've got boxes
moby- beautiful
modest mouse-3rd planet
new amsterdams- stay on the phone
postal service- brand new colony
the punkles- sie liebe dich
reindeer section- if i gave you my heart
rilo kiley- glendora
ryan adams- magnolia mountain
the shins- know your onion
simon and garfunkel- the only living boy in new york
the stars- what i'm trying to say
the streets- could well be in
ted leo and the pharmacists- 6 months in a leaky boat
the violent femmes- add it up
wilco- war on war

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 06:04:46 GMT

1. yes i'm going insane and i'm laughing at the frozen rain well i'm so alone honey
   when they gonna send me home
2. if i gave you my heart would you give yours to me if i made a proper start would you
   take me seriously if i wait for the right moment would you say yes to me
3. cellophane flowers never happen for me i've been sleeping the day off watching the
   night fall covering nowhere filling my timeshare there's a woman in the mirror in a
   firey state she motions to me i start turning away she's lifting her dress up trying
   to keep up
4. on the 97th floor overlooking tokyo in camden rd in a second floor flat with england
   down below there is only one thing there is only one thing in a cancer ward filled
   with patients waiting patiently to die in an airplane high above the place you
   finally left behind
5. 'cause her last relationship fucked her upgot hurt majorly finds it tough to trust
   looked at the ashtray then looked back upspinning it away on the table topshe looked
   much fitter than saturday just she worked in jd's with dan
6. when i was a young boy i wanted to sail round the world thats the life for me
   living on the sea spend your life sailing circumnavigate the globe
7. someday mother will die and i'll get the money mom leans down and says my sentiments
   exactly you son of a bitch
8. we had survived to turn on the history channel to ask our resting panel why are we
   alive and here;s how they replied you're what happens when two substances collide
   and by all accounts you really should have died
9. i don't want to fall face down in the flood of the tears from the years we loved and
   we messed up
10.he had a stroke at the age of 24 it could have been a brilliant career painting
   lines in a school that was too well known painting lines with a friend who had gone
   before
11.the old bastard left his ties and a suite a brown box mothballs and bowling shoes
   and his opinion so you'll never have to choos pretty soon you'll be an old bastard
   too.
12.if i was ultra 7 i'd go to the 7-11 and i'd by brent a burrito but it wouldn't
   contain any meat-o i'd fight some monsters....
13.most of all the worlds a place where parts of wholes are described within an over
   arching paradigm of clarity and accuracy the context of which makes possible an
   underlying sense of the way it all fits together despite our collective tendancy not
   to consider it as such.
14.i know that it is freezing but i think we have to walk i keep waving at the taxis
   they keep turning their lights off but julie knows a party at some actors westside
   loft supplies are endless in the evening by the morning they'll be gone.
15.in matching blue raincoats our shoes were our showboats we kicked around from
   stairway to station we made a sensation with the gatabout crowd an oh what a bargain
   we're two easy targets for the old men at the off tracks

Wed, 29 Jun 2005 23:12:59 GMT

why is it that out of all the things i coiuld fear, the only thing i actually do is being alone?

to preoccupy my mind.

Wed, 29 Jun 2005 02:43:10 GMT

Thirteen random things you like:
01) Faux-scenesterness as a joke
02) Emus
03) Sleeping on Park benches
04) Sunbathing nude.
05) Cliff Diving
06) RHPS
07) Fraggle Rock
08) Singing
09) Bonfires
10) The face most people make upon seeing my open heart surgery scar for the first time
11) The way a mild sunburn feels when cold air rushes over it
12) Food-fights containing only fake(plastic) food
13) The way ants tend to freak out when they encouter an obstacle that was not there moments earlier

Twelve good movies:
1)Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
2)Amelie
3)House of Fools
4)Waking Life
5)Garden State
6)Pi
7)Trainspotting
8)The Dreamers
9)Snatch
10)Fight Club
11)Go
12)Death to Smootchie

Eleven good bands/artists: (I say great!)
-Belle and Sebastian
-The Shins
-Iron and Wine
-Band of Horses
-Ryan Adams
-Wilco
-Simon and Garfunkel
-Stars
-Andrew Bird
-Arab Strap
-Mull Historical Society

Ten things about you:
-my iq is 193
-i hope to never have children
-i can compose a well written very believable "research" paper with completely fabricated sources in about 45 minutes
-i have done the above for every class i have ever taken since the fifth grade
-i'm currently studying psychology and philosophy.
-i'm a buddhist. no, i don't worship a statue. no i don't rub buddhas belly. shut the fuck up already.
-i've had open heart surgery.
-i'm 19.
-i'm a socialist.
-i believe anti drug laws should be repealed.

Nine things that annoy you:
-my job
-my big boss.
-racism
-homophobia
-people made of plastic
-having to work
-being alone
-most television
-scientology's "war on psychiatry"

Eight favorite foods/drinks:
-mango juice
-green tea
-peaches
-latte w/ soy milk
-vegetable stirfry (no msg!)
-pad thai
-tacosalad (w/vegetable protien crumbles)
-australian moonshine

Seven things you wear daily:
-a goofy smile
-slightly mussed hair
-boardshorts
-flipflops
-a tshirt
-pink wristbands!
-no underwear

Six friends (in no particular order):
-paigell
-lizbert
-taylo
-matt
-frenchy
-scott

Five things you touch everyday:
-my face
-my car
-money
-books
-water

Four shows you watch:
-dead like me
-scrubs
-carnivale
-six feet under

Three celebrities you have a crush on:
-Scarlet Johanson
-Connor Oberst
- Sam Beam's Beard

Two people you'd like to kiss:
01) Caitlin!
02)Caitlin's russian alter ego.

Wed, 29 Jun 2005 01:23:27 GMT

feelings that describe this week thus far:
unhappy
drained
depressed
lonely.

in short, this week has turned out to be the worst in a long long time.
i found out that one of my good friends is being taken off of life support after months of his condition worsening, which makes me sad, even though i know it is probably better this way. it's terrible to think that someones body can fail like that at such a young age, but in my circle, its a very unfortunate fact of life.

Mon, 27 Jun 2005 02:43:26 GMT

Someday mother will die and I'll get the money
Mom leans down and says, "My sentiments exactly,
You son of a bitch"
I palindrome I (I palindrome I)
I palindrome I (I palindrome I)
And I am a snake head eating (snake head)
The head on the opposite side (snake head)
I palindrome I (manonam)
I palindrome I (manonam)

See that bulletproof dress hanging from the clothesline
See the medical chart with the random zig-zag
Now I'll help it decide
I palindrome I (I palindrome I)
I palindrome I (I palindrome I)
And I am a snake head eating (snake head)
The head on the opposite side (snake head)
I palindrome I (manonam)
I palindrome I (manonam)
I palindrome I (manonam)
I palindrome I (manonam)

"Son I am able," she said "though you scare me."
"Watch," said I
"Beloved," I said "watch me scare you though." said she,
"Able am I, Son."

See the spring of the grandfather clock unwinding
(Egad, a base tone denotes a bad age)
See the hands of my offspring making windmills
(Egad, a base tone denotes a bad age)
Dad palindrome Dad
I palindrome I (I palindrome I)
I palindrome I (I palindrome I)
And I am a snake head eating (snake head)
The head on the opposite side (snake head)
I palindrome I (manonam)
I palindrome I (manonam)
I palindrome I (manonam)
I palindrome I (manonam)

TMBG!!

i&w -or-how to make a drunk man shut up.

Wed, 22 Jun 2005 00:01:44 GMT

band of horses opens, music is beautiful, band is shy (seemingly asocial?) and thankful that everyone digs what they do.

iron and wine: yay for musical brilliance. they switched up some of the songs arrangement, most noteably love and some verses, which took on a dark turn , and cinder and smoke, which was a bit sparse compared to the cd version, both still excellent. naked as we came was dedicated to sam's inlaws, and was beautiful (always is), and most of the audience sang along. a drunk guy next to us was very how you say...ah yes....a moron. the following are his conversations withthe lead singer as shouted from the audience:

drunk:I want to have your beard!
sam beam: well....thanks.
random audience member: yeah, me too.
d:no, seriously, how did you get it?
sb: you want me to give you a tip?
d:hell yeah, fucking tell me!
sb: don't shave.
audience: laughs

d: sam!! come hang out with me tonight!!
sb: sure, what are you doing after the show?
d: gonna go out and drink some beers and chill!
sb: you like beer?
d: hell yeah.
sb: fuck that man, thats weak shit.
d: *silence*

d: sam beam is god!
sb: man...i don't know who misinformed you..
random girl: you are, really!
sb: well...not really, but thank you for saying so....

twas a great time, and at the end of the night, caitlin was adorable and sleepy and funny.

nowhere is open at midnight. bugger.

yay for my i & w t-shirt as a reminder of the concerts excellence.

Fri, 17 Jun 2005 12:11:53 GMT

brilliance!

Sun, 12 Jun 2005 02:47:43 GMT

ginger ale: a more than slightly tasty carbonated beverage lacking what one would think would be the two essential ingredients, since they are, after all the beverages name. still, yum.

Thu, 09 Jun 2005 02:18:18 GMT

a memory from the hospital that just came back to me:Leah, the girl on 245 (next door to my room, 247) liked french vanilla icecream with orange slices.
I learned this by taking her on "a date" to the cafe in the hospital. Remembered this because she emailed me to let me know how her year over seas is going. Apparently, Southern Greece is fantastic at the moment.

Wed, 08 Jun 2005 21:48:12 GMT

sometimes
it is very
good to
know
that i am
forever
in debt
to that
smile
and i
don't
mind
at
all.